indian school rd.

set

Sun, 15 Jul 2007 22:38:39 GMT

1.getting your foot in the door
2.my head's a mess
3.unusually excited
4.schizophrenic nap!
5.fix me

1.airplane ear
2.lewy bodies
3.rodney coronado
4.oh, my fifth largest cranial nerve
5.schizophrenic nap!

you have to be joking...

Tue, 10 Jul 2007 05:00:37 GMT

smooth one, nathan mark ballard. smooth one.

dear god, i don't ask for much but if you could just please cancel the month of july... just this year... i promise to step into the light and forever embrace your eternal love.

also, if you see jesus.
tell him i need to see him.
something has been bothering me...

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 19:48:50 GMT

Tue, 05 Jun 2007 19:16:13 GMT

SORT LIFE OUT!

Fri, 25 May 2007 05:31:37 GMT

* = needs work
songs that have lyrics:
1.record song *
2.lewy bodies
3.rodney coronado *
4.oh, my fifth largest cranial nerve *
5.schizophrenic nap! *
6.rabid dogs (reprise)
7.stinkin' thinkin'

songs with incomplete lyrics:
1.i love your central nervous system *

songs that need lyrics:
1.my head's a mess
2.half way heart
3.my animal heart
4.schizophrenic nap! (unusually excited version)

songs that need work in general:
1.stinkin' thinkin'
2.indian school rd.
3.untitled song 1 (A#, A, G, F)
4.untitled song 2 (D)

so what has happened as of lately?

Sat, 09 Dec 2006 09:45:18 GMT

absolutely fucking nothing...
ok well... maybe a thing or two.
working on new songs... (as usual)
got a job i feel i am going to be satisfied with. (very fucking unusual)
have had some casual sexual intercourse here there. (nothing i have been happy about or with in all honesty)
sang a stooges song with my pants down in front of alot of people.
got thrown out of a venue... (the proletariat to be specific)

but other than that...
everything is still pretty much the same...
and by that i mean i still fucking hate you and i hate people just as much (if not more) as/than i did before.

oh yeah... and...

i might move back to phoenix, arizona...
for a/the same girl you may ask?
HAH!
nah...

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 08:06:32 GMT

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeroin...
it's my wife...
and it's my life...

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 05:50:57 GMT

it's so hard to let you go.
la la la la la la la.

perhaps nico could have warned me...

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 06:27:00 GMT

here she comes, you better watch your step
she's going to break your heart in two, it's true
it's not hard to realize
just look into her false colored eyes
she builds you up to just put you down, what a clown

'cause everybody knows
the things she does to please
she's just a little tease
see the way she walks
hear the way she talks

you're written in her book
you're number 37, have a look
she's going to smile to make you frown, what a clown
little boy, she's from the street
before you start, you're already beat
she's gonna play you for a fool, yes it's true...

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 06:23:29 GMT

i'll be your mirror...

i love you, baby.

Sat, 21 Oct 2006 07:56:12 GMT

i hate you.

Thu, 19 Oct 2006 09:10:46 GMT

thanks for letting me down.

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 18:55:52 GMT

delay on the rapeworm album.
i was kicked out of my place.
but i am staying with my cousin.
so i will continue to work on drums starting this evening.
it should still be close to done by halloween.

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 18:05:57 GMT

commit suicide.
all the way to phoenix.

Fri, 06 Oct 2006 04:59:40 GMT

the way that you talk, the way that you smile
could make me happy for a while
things that you see, the things that i do
the way that you walk, the things that you say
makes it hard to go away
don't be so sad 'cause i thought that you knew...
(That)
I don't need you
........

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 10:43:36 GMT

i am recording rapeworm's album starting when i wake up tommorow afternoon.
it will be my response to the past two years of my life.
i'm ready to do this...
it's time for me to unleash these emotions...

it will be done by halloween.
if not, sooner.

it will have eight songs on it.
eight very good songs.
and it will be free.

show your parents so they'll have just one more reason to want to throw you out.
show your friends, give them something to hate on.
show your co-workers so they'll tell the boss that you're mentally ill for listening to it and you'll get fired.
and treat your pets to a new chew toy.

seriously, if you want a copy on tape or cd. just let me know.

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 17:44:20 GMT

YOU
FUCKING
LIAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRR
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 29 Sep 2006 09:49:56 GMT

ok so, i now have two solo projects.

rapeworm... as you all know.
and 25go which i have been writing songs for again.

www.myspace.com/25go

what's the difference you might think? (since they are both one man bands involving me and me only.)
well 25go is pure pop my friend.
check it out.

maybe i should stop being bitter.

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 09:29:14 GMT

"And for the record, I've never met anyone in my life so full of shit as you are."

ouch indeed.
but sadly enough.
true...
very true...

oh, how i fucking hate it...

(don't try understanding this post if you aren't the only person in the world who would understand it.)

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 13:09:03 GMT

(payne song/segments two and three)

i'm a vagina, you're a soft belly.
bare skin. small pocket knife problem.
please get it, it's what i'd die for.
if you can't be the partner you promised..
i can try, i can reason.
buy you flowers, i can make amends.
i don't want you to die, you're so in love.
thanks for letting me down?
it's shut our fucking mouths..
i can't accept it..

so it's not your first time..
you've dried up in the wrong state..
and if all your friends die..
and if your teeth are falling out and decaying..
even if you're senile..
even if the sun burns out by that time..
i want you to remember..
just remember i was willing to stay and take care of you..
forever..

i love you forever..

go ahead and ignore this post.

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 11:20:44 GMT

rapeworm set.

1.letting my hands drip dry
2.lewy bodies
3.rodney coronado
4.oh, my fifth largest cranial nerve
5.schitzophrenic nap!
6.space junk (devo cover)
7.rabid dogs (reprise)
8.i love your central nervous system

payne.

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 11:01:07 GMT

payne song is beautiful.

a demo of it should be up on rapeworm's myspace soon...

am i mentally ill?

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 04:53:54 GMT

i really love you.
my heart is broken...
but at the same time i am happy...
knowing that you think you made the right choice.
and that you think you'll be happier with having made that choice in the long run.

i want you to smile as much as you can...
you have too much going for you to be upset over not having me around...
a job, a place, a family, friends...

all i can do is continue to write music untill something more euphoric comes my way...
something that can replace what i had with you.

"you know i cherish you my love..."

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 22:59:52 GMT

i also really fucking hate her.

mixed emotions are weird.

Fri, 15 Sep 2006 07:46:46 GMT

i would also like to mention that i love brittney payne more than anything.